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Friday, January 12, 2007
damn it! i don know why i cant
edit my post and someone please
slap me for my itchy hand.
i accidently deleted this entry
which i've type for so long.
fcuk
>>>:(
anw, i still must re-type this
entry once again. please let
me vent my anger and take
note its gonna be a long one.
so be patient and read ok.
if not you can just click on the
red X
on the top righthand corner.
haha. i am feeling so fuck-up &
i wanna screw someone's ass
upside down! ok, let me tell
you the story.
the day before i went for an
interview together with wanxiang
and tricia at shangri-la hotel.
working in the banquet dept.
i thought we should count ourselves
luckly cos the person told us we
could work the next day without
having to go for the orientation
and training class. i was damn
elated and i went to get the black
shoes and stuff needed for that job.
i was so overjoyed that i cant even
get to sleep that night. so happy that
i finally got a job.
so i went for work the following day
with both of them. working in a hotel
is a new experience for me cos i've never
work in one before. i remember what
one of the manager there told me when
i was separated from my friends and was
working alone with the other colleagues.
he told me not to be afriad, cos we are
a big family. his words made me feel ease
in the mind cos the people there doesnt look
friendly to me. & damn it, i was right!
perhaps not everyone of them, but there's
this particular motherfucker name vincent
who made my blood boiled. this bastard here
is trying everyway to make things difficult
for me cos he knew i am newbie. he told me
to ask around if there's anything i dont know.
fine, i did. and when i began to ask around,
he blame for chit-chatting while working.
he kept ordering us to do this and that,
yet i found him eating behind the kitchen.
i don't know if he have any special privilege
but i saw the other supervisor/managers
busy working just like any other
waitress/waiter.
there's several more things to mention
of how he tried to make things hard
for me but i shall tune to the main
point which made me lose my job on my
very first day of work. he told me to clean
the glasses with a napkins and so i did.
after cleaning, he asked me to get more
glasses to clean. so i went to ask the aunty
in the kitchen where do i get them and
she told me i've to get it somewhere
else. i went back to the ballroom,
wanting to ask him where is it. but
he's nowhere to be found. i look for him
outside, but he's not there. and till he's finally
back, he told me to go this
place,
there's a
name for the
place
and he just say the name
out, expecting me to know where the hell
is that place. i told him its my first day of
work you see, how am i suppose to know
where is where. Shangri-La Hotel isnt small.
and damn him saying i wasnt listening to him
and say i was sitting down while everyone is
busy working. you cant expect me to stand
down there waiting for you to come back.
i am very tired and i've got blister on my leg.
its damnnnnn painful! i dont want to sit, but
the aunty there told me i can sit down.
i was very angry by then and he didnt even
give me a chance to explain and he ask me
to go back. i began to scold him back for
the very first time. he think i am new
and can be bullied, then he's wrong.
there's a limit to everything. i keep
quiet doesnt mean he can keep going
on with bullshit. & why should i
tolerate his nonsense. its not like i am
earning a zillion's dollar. a few pathetic dollars
and he wanna treat me like a dog. fat hope!
cheap labour also have parents one okay.
unlike you,
son of a bitch
!
i went down to the office and here i am
crying while scolding people. its damn malu!
i don know why i cry too. someone please slap me!
i wanna complain but the clerk told me the
big bosses are inside having meeting.
so what if they are
big
.
i don give a damnfuck about it.
this thing doesnt only happen to me.
wanxiang told me she got remand
by her supervisor too. and he even throw
some object at her and it hits her head.
that person scold her as stupid as pig.
as if he's damn genius. fucker! i'm
gonna get my pay 5 days later and i'll
log a complain to MOM if they doesnt
give me a good explaination of why
they can anyhow sack people.
SHANGRI-LA HOTEL.
look nice on the outside,
but some idiots inside are evil
and horrible. i was ranting
to baby, instead of comforting
me, he started rubbing salt to my
wounds. i knew he had gain much
experience in work, and i knew this
kind of thing is inevitable. but why
cant he say something nice since he
knew i am utterly upset already.
sigh
. i am tired.
-truely, madly, deeply
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